Inspire Me: Healthy, The Beginning

So here's the deal. And you know this is serious, because I've never done a link up before. Big day, I know.   From now on, around here Thursdays are getting a little healthier. [she said as she ate a jelly donut]   I ate like crap this week. Period time. For some reason that one week a month just makes me want to down every Klondike Bar in sight. Plus we had a lot of birthdays at work, and we do birthdays European style, where the person getting old[er] brings in something. It's usually donuts.   I hate my coworkers.   Here's how I look at healthy: I haven't looked at a scale in years. I couldn't tell you where mine is. The number doesn't matter to me. What matters is how I feel about myself. I will never have "collarbones that can catch rain." I read somewhere that someone wanted them, and it made me sad. Because I don't want to be tiny, I don't want to be bony. It isn't healthy - for me. I wasn't born that way. This girl is a pear. 100%.   But what I do want is health. I want strong. I want to look at myself in the mirror, butt naked, and be proud. So that's what I'm starting.   I'm going to finish this donut (iced, not sugared - how do people eat the powdered ones anyway?) and I will enjoy it. I'm going to go home, take a "before" picture of myself, and use it as motivation. I might post it, I might not. I might even dig out my scale (it has to be somewhere).   And then, tomorrow, I'm going to start.